Rambling Thoughts

I'm a failure as a friend.
Sorry to those who I neglected.
I'm really sorry.
I don't mean to be so busy
But I can't help it.
I just don't have time.
I barely even have time for myself.
To those who was once close to me but now seems so far away.
I'm sorry.
I truly cherished those moments.
*sighs*
I think I understand what you mean.
Do u mean to say that we can't be friends anymore?
You don't feel how much I care for you?
How do I wanna make you feel that I truly care?
I guess I'm really just a failure for you.
Are you letting me go?
Should I let you go?
I don't know what to do anymore.
I'm seriously lost, confused & torn.
I don't know what you want.
I'm sorry!
You said that since the last time you don't feel it.
So was our past friendship fake?
Why can't you see that I care?
I really do not know how to show it!
I don't know what to do anymore.
I just wanna say I'm sorry!
I really hope things can go back to normal.
But I really don't know what is pulling us back.
I don't know what to say anymore.
Can you just tell me whatever is in your heart?
I really want to know!
I don't know what I am in your heart anymore.
=(

P.S : Forgive me for being so emo. I can't help it.
I'm having a rough time lately.