Sunday, July 15, 2007

Today I wanna reply someone message.
I know why & how it change like this.
I am always too busy that I push you out of my life.
That is normal because that happens to other loved ones in my life.
Maybe I have someone else in my life
that I eventually push you out.
Its hard to cope up with many people coming in & out in my life.
Our friendship IS special.
We may have known each other in just a short while
But our bond is closer than any other friends
who has known each other for ages.
Yes, deeply in my heart I feel that too.
We are drifting apart.
We do not share as much as we used to do.
But yet, two people need to work hard to work the relationship.
It cannot be one-sided only.
I'm trying my best to keep this relationship working.
It hurts my heart because it seems that you don want it to happen anymore.
You don't have to be that 'person'.
I just need you to be who you are by my side.
I miss you too.
I miss the times we used to spent.
But sometimes we have to accept the fact
that sometimes we cannot be there for one another.
Yet, we need to know that
we will always have each other back in our hearts.
Things can be like how it used to be.
But it cant work if u keep thinking like that.
I still tell you everything & all my feelings.
But you don't seem to open to me anymore.
When that time you said you don't wanna tell me,
what is it in your mind or in your heart,
I know at that time we couldn't be close like how we used to.
But I don't want it to end this way.
Why can't we work it?
If u cannot catch up with my mind anymore,
tell me. ask me.
I will tell you what is going on in my mind.
Just to let you know too.
That no matter what happen
even if you or I leave in each other heart.
Deep down somewhere.
I have a room in my heart that always have your name.
And that I will always be the Little Sea Horse
you used to know.


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