Rambling Thoughts

1st of all, thanks to everyone who cared for me.
Amanda, Cecilia, Michelle, Mun-mun,
Joyce, Bowie, Tou Dai Zai, Mc
And especially Shujin!
I know my previous post was very very emo.
I'm sorry for being like that but I cant help it.
Things are getting rough lately.
I'm feeling hopeless & useless each day as time goes by.
Things are getting worse at 1st but
finally it is getting better.
Just some few problem that are still stuck in my head
And I can't take it out.

Thanks to Shujin for helping me, crying with me,
And helping me to solve one of my problems.
But the more things u do for me,
the more I felt useless.
You are always the one caring and there for me.
But I'm never one that can do like how you do for me.
I'm sorry! But I'll try my best.

To Amanda & Cecilia,
I love you guys alot!!!
Thanks for caring about me & trying to help me.
I appreciate it you guys!

To others,
Each of everyone has a place in my heart.
I will never forget you all.
Not even those who leave me.
Please do not think that I do not care about you anymore.

I'm afraid of tomorrow.
Not knowing what will be there waiting for me.

I trust you in you.
But you betrayed me.
Again.