Rambling Thoughts

TIRED! TIRED! TIRED!

I'm just so tired right now. I should be free after cheer but I have to catch up in my studies and totally busy in shooting. I guess just its because its coming soon on tv so almost everyday I have shooting. How I wish I could just let go everything and lay back in the beach and enjoy the sunrise.

Ahh~ Thats life!

As much as I hate shooting taking most of my time, I still enjoy every wee bits of it. Well, of course since I'm COMING OUT IN TV! Lol. Who wouldn't right? But of course its an exposure la. Plus, I get to know some actresses and actors that are really friendly unlike some I know. And the people who work behind the scenes? I salute you guys! I never realize how much they have to work soooo hard to make a scene work. They have to do all the donkey's work. Pity pity them.

But the waiting is terrible...! Sometimes after one scene, I have to wait soooo long till my next scene is on. But sometimes, one scene rush after another, leaving me no time to even breathe. So yea, there's fun and bad times in this industry I guess.

The series I'm acting in is called 5 Jingga. A kinda-cheerleading-series. I hope it will turns out well, somehow. Haha.

Thats our so-called uniform. *So greeen*

The CINTA team, with the main casts.

We definitely had fun during our rehearsal training

with WeiJun, the choreographer!

I had finally get my life back into track. I have my friends who cared about me but yet, why do I still feel so left out? No matter how hard I tried, I still feel like I'm being replaced. I'm not one of you guys anymore. I'm glad, I have YOU now in my life. I realized maybe both of us are meant to be together. I will still miss you guys but I know I just couldn't click with you guys anymore. You already found someone who has been a better friend than me. I still miss all of you.

A big shoutout to Lai Weijean! I don't know why but just feel like posting about her. The girl who has been in the same class with me since Form 1. She has been a good friend but I never get to know her well till the end of last year & even better now this year. I never thought I could ever find someone again who totally understand what I have been through and been in the same situation as I am, knowing very well of how I exactly felt. We could just crap for ages non stop while we should be studying. Lol. I'm glad she's still in the same class as me or I wouldn't find this best friend!

I love you Weijean and I know you do too. =)