I decided to change back to my previous blog skin.
It looks way better right?
And I think it suits me better. Kinda.

This week has finally come!
I hope time pass very fast.
I just can't wait to dance dance dance!
Call me a dancefreak but I'm loving it!

This Wednesday is the day the F3's have to choose their stream.
I'm thinking of going Science.
Its the best choice right? Hopefully.
I'm thinking of taking extra sub. Account maybe?
But I don't know where to go & wondering if I can cope up in it.
Should I take the risk?
Ahhhh! I don't wanna grow up.
I rather stay as a teen in high school.

PMR over, I have to choose again.
Cheerleading? Netball? EAK? Photography? UBS?
I have always been troubled by this since day 1.
I just can't choose all.
If only I could join EVERYTHING!
Pn Chang just had to make me choose one.
Argh!!

I wanna go out!
Somebody accompany go hang kai!
Hehe.. Too bored at home.
Nothing going on much in my life after PMR.
BORING!!!

P.S : I need to get books! I want my Eclipse! >.<

PMR is finally OVER!
After 3 years of suffering I can finally rest.
Although I'll suffer again next year.
Ahh.. Who cares! I'll just enjoy while I know.
Who knows? I might drop dead before SPM. (touchwood)

Alright! Plans after PMR :

• Shop shop shop!
• Dancing!
• Go out crazy with friends!
• Buy more new books!
• Find old friends!

So far thats all I could think about.
Seriously, I don't know what to blog about.
No inspiration.
All I wanna do is just laze around waiting for next week.
Why? Because practically the whole week I get to DANCE!
Woooooohoooooooo~~~~~
On thurs I can finally take dancing classes officially!
And from Friday to Sunday, I'll get to go for dancing workshop.
And I'll be staying in a hotel with just two of my friends.
Without any adults! Kinda cool... Heeee

Oh yea, I cut my hair and its a lil cacat. Sigh

Lazy to blog
~out~

I'm finally done with my new blogskin.
Hmm... I still feel something is lack out.
I'm kinda like this skin because it is soooo purplish!
Lolx...
I decided to change because I'm bored of the old new skin.
Give me some comments kays?

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I'm extremely exhausted today!
Having PMR soon but I'm not in class the whole day.
Stuck in the store cleaning up for next year sports.
Didn't expect it will take such a long time.
My body's aching & I waste the whole day to study today.
I must do a lot of exercises later to catch up.
Sigh... Too lazy to study...

I'm supposed to be the cheer captain of my house next year.
But in yesterday meeting, I got nominated for vice captain of the house.
Of course, I did not get the post. It goes to Wong Jo Ann.
So I became the vice secretary.
With that, I've to let go my post of the cheer captain.
I can see that Shaeera was beaming with joy when she knows she is the next in line for cheer captain.
Its a good thing so then she can stay true to McNeil.
You know, I just have the feeling next year is gonna be a great year for McNeil.
Other houses, save skin lar... Lolx!!

P.S : I'm in love with photography. I demand to own a camera!
P.S.S : I'm gonna change my blogskin soon. ^^

I'm seriously freak out right now.
PMR is in 2 weeks' time.
Stress stress STRESSSSSSSSSS....
P - M - R
Now only this 3 letters are stuck in my brain.
Nothing else. Sigh.

Today, I finally finished the book, Message in a Bottle by Nicholas Spark.
At the first look of it, I thought it would be quite bored.
Maybe because it seems like its for adult.
Well, yes it is but the story was not complicated so I could understand.
And I totally love the story. It is soooooo touching & nice!
I cried at the end.
It is officially my 2nd most favourite book.
The 1st are of course to Stephenie Meyer who wrote the trilogy Twilight, New Moon & the new-released Eclipse.
After PMR, I'm gonna get all these 3 books at once.
I recommend that you read those book.
It is seriously damn nice! Two thumbs up!
Even the book cover look so chun.

This is the 1st book, Twilight.
My no. 1 choice!

New Moon.
Not as nice as the 1st but still very nice.

Eclipse.
Haven't get to read yet but I'll get my hands on it after PMR.

I soooooo wanna go the camp at Dusun Eco Resorts with the f4's!!
They plan the whole camp by themselves without any teachers' help.
The best part is there are no adults going!
There will only be facilitators of the place there to help out in activities.
Other things are by our own.
Man, its gonna be so damn fun!
But too bad I can't go because my dad's birthday fall on that day.
What a waste.

410, (if that is who I think you are)
I don't know what is going through your mind.
I don't understand what you wanna do anymore.
Does it mean its over between us?
Your words make me think that you don't wanna continue anymore.
I want to end this go back like normal.
Can't we?

P.S : I'm feeling not so well again. Crap.

20 MORE DAYS TO PMR!!!!

In less than a month, I'm gonna face PMR.
The stress. The horror (O.O)
Oh well, its just like normal exam, right?
I hope!! >.<

Anyway, for those who know I'm quite sick yesterday.
I am quite well today.
I just have a slight headache once in a while.
Still having flu & sorethroat.
Oh yes. I might have my sexy voice soon.
I bet those who hear it before would understand what I mean. XD
Pray that I will fully recover soon kays?
I can't really talk loud as a prefect with this 'sexy voice'. Lol!

Thanks to Mei Wei for bringing me porridge & chrysanthemum tea for me.
It may be tasteless & a little bitter.
But I can feel the sweetness from my heart.
It was really sweet of her doing like this.
I never expect someone would really boil porridge for me.
Concerns from other people when you are sick is really the best medicine ^^

P.S : To you! ( I hope you know who you are)
I know its from you.
But since you don't wanna admit it, then I don't wanna say anything.
But I really thank you for it for coming all the way here to give me that when I'm sick.
I just don't understand why you wanna hide it?
Anyway, thanks alot! ^^
I've eaten it finish all. All clean!
Thanks again. =)

P.S.S : Happy Birthday to my beloved step daughter & Xiu G, Tam Huei Cwin!

Good morning. sunshine.
The earth says Hello!
~Cheers~

I'm sick! T.T
I think I have a fever.
For the first time my head is really burning.
Will it affect my brain? What if it damages my 'studying part'?
I'm just crapping. But I really feel weak.
My body & head are aching.
Plus my eyes are like burning & feeling quite dizzy.
Pray for me kays? =)

Surprisingly, if you do or see something you really love,
You will feel better! Thats what happen to me.
Today I went for a dance competition in Selayang Mall.
Mostly hip hop, breakdance & popping.
Although I was sick, I cant help going.
I promised to support Pei Hua & Elaine aka P&E.
They were awesome!
I'll upload the video soon.

I totally adore, adore, adore, adore, adore CHIAM ELAINE!
She is a great dancer. With hot body & great personality.
She choreograph real chun-ted moves.
How I wish I could be like her.
She can dance all sort of dances.
Thinking bout that makes me think I do not have the talent to be a dancer at all.
I keep thinking of my passion in dancing but I never do anything about it.
I love dancing! But maybe I'm not cut out for it.

P.S : I still care for you although you may not know it.

Learn from the past
Live the present
Look for the future

~Cheers~

Finally, I'm here to update my blog!
Miss me peeps?
Anyway, many things has happen in my life.
Some are good, some are bad..
But its past now so don't bother knowing.

PMR is in less than a month.
I'm freaking out right now!
Honestly, I did not study since the trials.
I'm really scare that I'll flunk my PMR.
I really wanna study but I just can't get myself to take a book and study.
SOMEBODY FORCE ME, PLEASE!

Now is the exam seasons,
So don't expect me to update much in my blog k?
All the best in the coming exams!

~Cheers~

I finally came back from the Youth District Camp in MBS, Rawang.
Dead tired. Reached home & slept till dinner time.
This is basically what happen in my holidays.
Starting from the campfire in GMC.
It was nice, kinda.

Then birthday in Mei Zhi's house.
It was only fun in Da Rong's room.
Don't simply think first.
I mean when everybody was in room having a fool.
Playing with his 'gym stuffs'.

Then on Sun, went off to Miss Boey house for CF committee retreat.
Had a lot of fun there & definitely learn new stuffs.
I seriously enjoyed my time there.
The CF girls can really go crazy.
For those who is in the same school knows that I'm not active in CF.
So I was not looking forward for it at first thinking it will be bored.
But it was great. It made me think a lot about my spiritual growth.

Then here come the best part.
Youth District Camp in MBS, Rawang!
The camp may be small but its totally fun!
I'm glad I changed my mind to go for the camp.
Cut the story short, I learn alot there especially on my spiritual growth.
Get in touch with a lot of old friends.
Especially with Brian, Sheng Yong & Rekha.
Speaking bout Brian, I owe him a story.
Here goes.... (its gonna be lame. you can skip this part XD)

One bright day, as the campers went for fishing
in this pond somewhere near our campsite.
Everybody is trying hard to be the 1st to get fish!
And one of them is Brian Cheah...

This is him...
Trying hard to get a fish...
And all the time he chanted "I'm gonna catch a fish, I'm gonna catch a fish"
Look at him throwing the rod...
Did it go far? Sadly no... (jkjk)

So he sat down, concentrating on catching a fish..
Being patient, hopefully to get one...
So he wait, and he wait, and he wait and he wait....

Still waiting
(Look at his bored face)

Finally, he gave up!
Took his hp and sms.
So at the end of the day, no fish for Brian Cheah.
How sad! XD

I told you its lame rite? Lolx..
Brian, please don beat me up... XD
Btw, there is this sign at the fishing site that is really interesting.
Check it out!


Here are the group pic of the camp!

Haven't you any fish?

Wait till you see the pic of us showing our ass.
We really did. Lolx!
Andrew's is the most appealing.. XD

~Cheers~

I'm busy throughout the whole holidays.
Fri - Campfire in GMC
Sat- Mei Zhi's birthday party
Sun-Mon - CF Committee retreat
Tues-Fri - Youth District camp
Sat- PMR seminar (7am - 7pm)
Sun - Need to tons of homeworks!!

So sorry to those who wanna go out with me.
I cannot go out till after PMR after this holiday.
Sad case =(

Just here for a quick update.
Will update more if I can find the time after the camp.
Don't miss me peeps! ^^

Finally, finally. My dream came true.
I'm number 1 in class.
I remember that my aim was to beat Weijean (the no.1 girl in class)
All the while, she is number 1 & I'm number 2.
And now I finally did it.
Being number 1 in class is good enough.
Beat Mei Yeen? Impossible.
I am now overjoy.

Yesterday, my class arrange the desk the old school way.
What do I mean? The positions of the desks are like in kindergarden.
So cute but feel so comfy.
Its kinda fun studying in a new environment.
The desks are arrange like that so that we can discuss & do peer coaching.
My class is the only class doing that.

After school, Mc came & we have fun hanging out.
Together with Hui Lum & Shook Munn.
Well, mostly they have fun.
Because I'm their toy.
They keep making fun of me because I'm a banana.
I'm going to learn Chinese soon & I will make sure I will not be a banana anymore.

Today, I get to rampas a handphone.
*evil laughs*

P.S : Tou Dai Zai, cheer up kays? Sifu here for you = )

Happy Birthday to Christine Cheah!!
Today went to GMC for her farewell party.
Going to US soon.
Although I'm not so close with her,
But I still have this kind of tak sampai hati feeling.
Many people leaving this year.
*sigh*

Anyway, had fun at there getting to meet all the GMC people.
Crap a lot. Laugh a lot. Eat a lot. etc etc
And then picture time!
Finally its time to go back.

Then, Rekha suddenly pull me aside.
And ask about 'that thing'.
Honestly, I thought I can already let go.
But when she said .......
I seriously, almost cry.
I guess I'm still hanging onto the past.
I am just lying to myself that I can let go.
I need to stay strong.
Should I take another chance?

Holidays coming.
Going off to youth district camp.
There is this camp fire in GMC this Friday too.
Hiking with Mc and the others!
This I'm looking forward ^^

Updates on results :
BM = 85%
Science = 92%

P.S : I miss you... A lot!

Don't

Talk

To

Me

FULLSTOP

I've decided.
Don't blame me.
You started it.
I hate you, you, you and you.
Sue me.

Mingle² - Calgary Singles

P.S : Guess my blog is innocent ^^

Getting most of my results.
So far all A's.
Hopefully my BM & Maths will get an A too.
Geo = 83%
KH = 92%
Science = 89% ( But I think I can get 92%, if only teacher did that correction. It is obviously correct. If not, I will go to Hishamuddin myself & show him. XD )
English = 83% ( Haihz.. I dropped a lot )

Today mood swing again.
Don't know why.
Swing swing swing~
But honestly, it only happen after school.
I feel like I've lost 2 closed ones in my life.
I don't know what's wrong.
As if something is pulling us apart.
These few days, a lot of quarrels & silence over the phone.
Are these supposed to be a sign?

Stay back to play basketball with Mc & the others.
But I'm sorry I came out too late.
I really want to go Pn Ng Science class.
Her class is a must-not-miss class.
So at the end I played alone with Bowie.
I'm getting in love with basketball ^^

Highlight of the day : Accident In Front Of St Mary
I've seen a lot of accident in TV but never once in real life.
Today is my 1st time.
Was in TMS chatting with Amanda Hew.
All of a sudden a loud crash.
*turns around*
Rapid KL crashed into a bus into kancil & another car.
Wow! The buses were seriously damaged.
No serious injuries. Only few girls got hurt.
Glasses are scattered everywhere on the road.

As usual, St Marians are truly Malaysian.
Everybody crowded around the road
Looking at the incident.
Some start to take pictures about it.
I should take one too then I could get RM50 from The Star. XD
This accident very serious man.
Thank God there were no serious injuries.
I pity the bus driver.
Almost half of the bus was crashed.

The horror~ O.O

Trials are finally over!
Woohooo~
But the PMR is another 1 & a half month.
I'm really afraid.
My results are dropping.
I NEED to study!

Results results results.
I'm scare to get B.
Call me Kiasu but I don't want a single B.
I'm just afraid of my BM.
If i can pass the border line, I'm happy enough.

I don't know whats wrong with me
But I feel like we are not close today.
As if something is wrong.
But I know nothing is wrong today.
I guess I'm just having mood swings.
I can't forget the thing you said.
That particular word.
It hurts.
When I think about it, and how unreasonable you are
I feel like avoiding you.
Haihzz. Just mood swings lar.

No mood to blog.
~out~

This is what the MYFers did today...
WE are totally cuckoo~ XD
Activity of the day : Face painting!!

Getting to know what characters we will be painted.

Painting in process.

Me Before
and

After...
The gothic girl.

Before

and

After!!!

The girls..

The guys..

Jonathan & Benjamin..
Don't ask me what are they doing XD

Me - Jeremy

Jon - Mel
I find them so cute being pigs.. Lolx!

Me - Mel

Pei Wei
The keyboard.

Ju Li
The Chicken Little

Wee Kiat
Err... I don't know what he's supposed to be

Joanna
The Penguin

Leslie
The Sponge Bob Square Pants

Jo Ee
The microwave

Beatrice
Minnie Mouse

Radiance
Mickey Mouse

Jeremy
PM (That is the image in Jon's mind)

May
Monster with 4 mouth, 3 eyes etc etc

Benjamin
A black dot!

Da Rong
His is soooo damn nice!

Mei Zhi
Barney

Sarah
As Jonathan

Jonathan
Pig

Melody
Pig

Choy Mun
Clown

In conclusion,
We had a pretty fun day!

Happy Birthday to my dear 'tong sampah' daughter,
Chan Mun-Mun!
Finally, finally you are old! Lolx!
On the 22nd of July,
she was found by ME in the tong sampah.
That's how she she came to Earth.
Hahahaha. Just kidding =p

Wishing you blissful happiness always in life!
Stay happy & hoping you won't be emo always.
May you have the best birthday ever!
I miss your birthday sleepovers you had last time.
Love you always my dear daughter!
Who I had known since primary school.
Best daughter & friend!
Happy birthday again! ^^
*Huggies*

P.S : I'm not your loji mother! >.<

This is my lil white doggie!

Cute right? ^^

Put this picture up for the sake of peach.

Natasha's back!
After for so long I didn't c her.
About 1 year I guess?
She went to Canada last year and I finally get to see her today.
So we totally went crazy today!
With Shannon of cause.
I guess the next time I'll see her again
Would be like in another few more years?
Sigh... I would definitely miss her.

Me - Natasha - Shannon
I'm the shortest! >.<

Shannon & Natsha
Their craziness are always there

Me - Sabrina - Shannon - Natasha

And then there's this guy.
I think his name is Steve. From Australia.
He's a sort of music producer.
And he saw me dancing during the B&P conference.
Saying that I was talented etc etc etc.
Persuading me to go for performing arts.
Asking me to take singing & music class.
And that he will give me more info on a performing & arts school in Australia.
And if he ever do anything like a music video or something,
He would calll me up!
I was like Wow!
I never expected that man.
But I felt hmmm... Proud? Lolx!
But I don't know whether I could take his word seriously.
Taking dancing as a career?
Never work in Malaysia!

P.S : You worried me... With the sudden of no reply...

1st of all, thanks to everyone who cared for me.
Amanda, Cecilia, Michelle, Mun-mun,
Joyce, Bowie, Tou Dai Zai, Mc
And especially Shujin!
I know my previous post was very very emo.
I'm sorry for being like that but I cant help it.
Things are getting rough lately.
I'm feeling hopeless & useless each day as time goes by.
Things are getting worse at 1st but
finally it is getting better.
Just some few problem that are still stuck in my head
And I can't take it out.

Thanks to Shujin for helping me, crying with me,
And helping me to solve one of my problems.
But the more things u do for me,
the more I felt useless.
You are always the one caring and there for me.
But I'm never one that can do like how you do for me.
I'm sorry! But I'll try my best.

To Amanda & Cecilia,
I love you guys alot!!!
Thanks for caring about me & trying to help me.
I appreciate it you guys!

To others,
Each of everyone has a place in my heart.
I will never forget you all.
Not even those who leave me.
Please do not think that I do not care about you anymore.

I'm afraid of tomorrow.
Not knowing what will be there waiting for me.

I trust you in you.
But you betrayed me.
Again.