So today was the car wash by the youth for church fund raising. I'm so excited! We can move in to our new church building soon. Yay!!! Its gonna be big and nice. Ahh.. Its been a long time since I went to church. I miss my church and my youth. =)
Currently, I've been sms-ing alot with some people and I been thinking about my past. Been thinking about my feelings and everything that brings sweet memories to my life. Sometimes it hurts to think when I know now I have lost it and yet couldn't move on. Maybe its because I still have some hope in it that it will stays on. Now, its just naive thinking. I really tried to eliminate it from my life but its difficult, I just couldn't do it. Whenever I think back, the feelings came rushing by. I just read Cecilia's blog and I know, I should let go. And she's right:
"To let go isn't to forget, not to think about, or ignore. Letting go isn't blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, and doesn't leave emptiness, hurt, or sadness. To let go is to cherish the
memories, to overcome and move on. To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry, and made you grow. It's about all that you have, all that you had, and all that you will soon gain."
memories, to overcome and move on. To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry, and made you grow. It's about all that you have, all that you had, and all that you will soon gain."
"To let go is to open a door, to clear a path and set yourself free."
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So who's this monkey beside me u asking? The name is Brandon Warren and no he's not my new boyfriend, no worries. Haha. Just a random post, its gonna be short and boring cause there'll be alot of craps. So YOU CAN SKIP THIS PART!
Known him since F2 I think and glad that I know him. He's my counsellor, my tai kor, my OVERLY PERASAN student, and my very very very good close friend. Everytime have problem, he's the problem solver. Never complain eventhough I emo like crazy. And surprise surprise, he gave good advices which knock senses into my head! He's always there whenever I need him, the best companion and BIGGEST JOKER. Eh uncle, I miss your silly Indian dance lar. Seriously crack me up wei.
And I hope this friendship between us lasts long yea? Wei, don't treat me too good la. Later I fall in love then die! Oh wait, you still owe me Baskin Robbins ice cream. I'm still waitingggggg...!
P.S: School's back tomorrow =(
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