Rambling Thoughts

June is such an emo month, I don't know why. Haven't been myself lately. I kinda hate myself for who I am now. Sigh.. What is happening to me!!!???
Stress, stress, stress.... The loneliness.... The boredom...
Is this how I'm gonna spend my senior years in high school? This is SO NOT GOOD!

I just feel left out. Its not that I don't have friends, I do and I know they care. Its just that they couldn't fill the loneliness in me. I don't know why am I feeling this but for quite a while, I've been walking aimlessly alone. Having recess alone. Going for lunch alone. Even from class to lab, I'm damn lonely! My only companion in school is my books. I feel so pathetic. Sighh...
Ok. This is too emo. I shall stop blogging and go to sleep.
Oh wait, I have a date. Add maths, here i come! *sigh*