Well, I think I did quite good compare to other students.
But my parents just cannot be satisfied.
They just have to lecture.
I get 2nd in the class with 5A's & 2B's.
The B's are just BM & History. Only 3 students get A in BM!
Not to mention my BM totally sucks so it's still alright to get B.
But my parents just cannot be satisfied.
Lecture, lecture, lecture. That's all I get for trying hard!
Before the parents come & take report cards,
The F3's had a talk on BM : Tatabahasa.
I could not really paid attention to it.
Thanks to Huixin sitting besides me who cant sit still nicely.
Just have to disturb me. But its good lar.
She kept me awake since the talk is so bored. Lolx!
And for no apparent reasons, she BIT me! *ouch*
And again, I'm feeling emo today.
Because of some 'things' happen, I've lost my very close friend. Actually, she is more like a sister to me. She used to be my very very very good friend & we care alot for each other. We used to be sooo close, hanging out with each other all the time. We talked over small things, on girls stuffs mostly. I tell her ALL my secrets & how do I feel. Whenever I'm happy or sad, she is there for me. Whenever I need someone, I just know who to find. We always had fun together no matter what! We are like diary to each other where we update each other life.
But till that day when we ..... (P&C)......
That's when I lost her.
At 1st we tried to maintain our friendship.
We cried & tell each other how we felt about it.
It was alright at 1st but the same thing happens again.
I can't help but feel bitter about it.
I felt as though she has betrayed me.
After a time of silence between us, I want things to be normal back again. I tried to go back as how we used to be. But it's too late. It seems like she has a new best friend. Now I have nobody like her. I actually cried about it. Although we are still friends now, we are not as close as how we used to be. Just because of 'that' thing, our friendship torn apart. I miss her =(
P.S : For those who read this, please do not ask me. I really do not want to mention about it.
~Esther~
5 comments:
Hiah.. 'may come may go' ..
Lucky you say that dont ask about it if nt im the one who kena lecture from you. I think I can guess who is she .. Is either SHE or SHE only. ANyway.. You try ur best to maintain the frenship. No one I had meet like u will use heart to maintain the frenship. Dont think so much le. Im always here for you. FInd me if you really feel sad .
MC
Haihz..
But I don't want it to go.
I want to be best friends again like last time.
I need u!
You also don't do like that to me o I seriously will kill myself ade.
Thanks anyway!
~Esther~
Let it be.
Things will turn out to be good and there's always a better tomorrow. I knew how it feels like. Losing a best friend is worst than anything else.
If you kill yourselve I will meet you in heaven. Haih. Friendship are also so weak. You know. Everyone is like tat. Lost ady only know what is Apperciate .. Im sure one day she will back to you. Give time to wash away the thing cz too much thing happen le.. You did learn something from this incident..Thanks only arh? Milo ais satu !
MC
Caryn - Thanks!
Mc - Cannot! No meetings in heaven. Oh well, at least I still have u & amanda rite? I will ger her time & open my arms if she wants to come back. Wasai. So greedy! U come my hse & make milo ais for urself la. Bleuk!
~Esther~
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